Gonna be alright!

"I'm going to put my trust in you LORD! I'm going to believe that you will work a miracle in my guys' life!"

This morning, I went for a retreat with God again. ohyeah! The weather was good this morning, so i grabbed my bike and took a cycle to the East Coast Park. -on my way for a cycling adventure.

After a few kilometers of cycling, I decided to stop and rest along the shore of the beach. Suddenly, my mind was given totally to God. (: I gazed at the morning sky, the tranquility of the sea, the calmness of the waters and the wonderful works of my Father...

"BBBBBBBBHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMM!"

A thought suddenly hit my mind. -"If God is the creator of the earth, God is greater than EVERYTHING in this earth! God is Lord of ALL!"

That's why I've decided to uphold every doubt, every question and every uncertainty to God. I am going to believe that God will settle and solve anything and everything for me! -Just like how the song goes,"I don't need to worry... It's gonna be alright, cos you are in my life..."

Listening to "Gonna Be Alright by Hillsong"

a heart thumping day...

As time fly by, I realised that 1 year has passed for them. From being naive Christians, to grown up men. And as I wait at the back of the hall, anxiety overwhelms me; from a father that is supposed to be strong and clear headed, to a mother; being worried for their kids. A second seems like a minute, a minute seems like an hour, and an hour seems like...

Finally, the time of truth arrives. I sighted tears of joy and tears of disappointment. Unfortunately for my 'children', they weren't so lucky. As tears flowed from the corners of their eyes, my heart followed suit. But being reminded that I must stay strong, I forced a smile on my face, hoping that tears will not overwhelm my dead cast face.

My heart was all out for my 'children'. But another part of me thought, "If only they have worked a little harder..."

Rest assured, I'm going to do whatever it takes to allow them to chance upon a second chance again.

"I want the best for my them, do what You do best! Lord, please bless them! Show them the way! Amen."

the AFTERMATH of X29

reasons for strange behaviour:

1. lack of sleep.
2. lack of taupoks!!! ohh, i meant rojaks! :)))
3. too much of enting.
4. it's a y-hope culture.
5. it's after camp! :(((

and oh! here's a pretty phrase that i got from a TV show,"Success is moving on from one failure to another; with enthusiasm." SWEET HUH?!

X29

CAMP is around the corner! and i'm really praying hard for those people who can't come as of yet. camp is a time where one cannot miss! the fellowship, the games, the fun, the crazy times, the devotion, the teachings, the worship, the atmosphere, the friends, most importantly; GOD.

WE cannot afford to miss camp!

LET'S write our own chapter in X29!